Monday, April 28, 2008 |
Life's been tiring ..Think baby fall asleep le buhs . :/
Morning going late le thn go eat mac thn went sch ard 8 .
Sch sucks , esp ms bridgette wong , like a bitch only .
Hate people to shout at me ,
&don't think everybody scare you? Flirt only , Nb .
Just scolded her back , no need respect for this kind of woman .
Stayed for humans class till 4.30 , tired bodoh .
Thought baby outside school meet me but I din't reply his sms so he nv come .
Sian 1/2 , then da bao food and cab-ed home alone .
Yeah , pathetic .
Baby , We've been quarelling every now and thens ,
Especially this month .
I also don't know why all the things accumulated till now then explode .
Maybe we bottle up the troubles for too long ,
Until now thn can't hold it anymore .
I'm trying to change , to give in more ,
to be less adamant and all .
Because , I really do love you dearly .
We've been through ups & downs ,
And I hope it really drew us closer and closer ..
I shouldn't say much here .
During the 6th mth annivesary , you will know what i want to say :)
Once again , my apologies for tt I can't celeb it with you ..
But we'll make up twice during my birthday alrights .
Love you to bits ..
Jowena ,
I also don't know what happen to you these days .
We rsfams seldom talk , contact .
When people ask me about you ,
I was like thinking now , I don't know a single thing about your life already .
For me different school from you all , is even harder .
I don't want to say , "I'm always here for you" ,
Cause I know there's time I wouldn't be here .
No one can be here for you 24/7 , day or night , forever & ever .
When you're alone , Maybe God want to give you a chance to think ,
What have you done right , & what have you done wrong .
You gotta be independent , be strong ..
Whatever happens , we still love you .
Let time wash away the pains .
Everyone can see , you've been putting a lot of effort in your r/s already .
Someday , he will understand .
Sigh . Just be happy alrights ?
Being drawn so close to you & then now so far away from you ,
Is just like a stab in the heart .
& It really do us pain to see you in agony .
And I hope , really nothing gotta happen to you .
Rou ,
I knw we've been neglecting each other ,
Or everyone's neglecting each other ?
&thn said we've drifted apart th next moment .
I dont deny it , but just want to tell you ,
It've been bloody long , since we last met up ..
Yes, really really long .
Sometimes see you on streets , also dont know what to say to you le .
Sigh . I really miss the stupid us last time ,
Always together , bitching here and there ,
Indulging in our own world . Yups .
& I want to let you know , we are still sis's , & will always be .
I hope your case faster end too ,
& Then we will go out to have fun alrights ?
I miss you loads .
Denise Soh!
The 'oldest' in the family!
Haha, who often don't really have a lot of serious problems ,
But nisey your O's this year alright ,
& You say you're the future poly student. Hahas .
Let's see you in poly next year , last long with yr love ,
'& Happy Advanced birthday to you !
See you on wed . :)
Huilin & Yenping , I don't know how they've been also ..
But from what I heard , ping isnt doing th very right thing .
I also don't know the fact tho ,
Just want to tell you to choose correct path for future .
& For Huilin always digging her head into books la ,
Relax abit . :)
We've nt been really close alr ,
but e loves & misses I had for you all these while ,
Is accumulated ....
Maybe you all hv thought tt u weren't important t anyone ,
but one day , you will see .
See how thick is the bond ,
Or how weak is the bond ?
You gotta be independent , be strong ..
Whatever happens , we still love you .
Let time wash away the pains .
Everyone can see , you've been putting a lot of effort in your r/s already .
Someday , he will understand .
Sigh . Just be happy alrights ?
Being drawn so close to you & then now so far away from you ,
Is just like a stab in the heart .
& It really do us pain to see you in agony .
And I hope , really nothing gotta happen to you .
Rou ,
I knw we've been neglecting each other ,
Or everyone's neglecting each other ?
&thn said we've drifted apart th next moment .
I dont deny it , but just want to tell you ,
It've been bloody long , since we last met up ..
Yes, really really long .
Sometimes see you on streets , also dont know what to say to you le .
Sigh . I really miss the stupid us last time ,
Always together , bitching here and there ,
Indulging in our own world . Yups .
& I want to let you know , we are still sis's , & will always be .
I hope your case faster end too ,
& Then we will go out to have fun alrights ?
I miss you loads .
Denise Soh!
The 'oldest' in the family!
Haha, who often don't really have a lot of serious problems ,
But nisey your O's this year alright ,
& You say you're the future poly student. Hahas .
Let's see you in poly next year , last long with yr love ,
'& Happy Advanced birthday to you !
See you on wed . :)
Huilin & Yenping , I don't know how they've been also ..
But from what I heard , ping isnt doing th very right thing .
I also don't know the fact tho ,
Just want to tell you to choose correct path for future .
& For Huilin always digging her head into books la ,
Relax abit . :)
We've nt been really close alr ,
but e loves & misses I had for you all these while ,
Is accumulated ....
Maybe you all hv thought tt u weren't important t anyone ,
but one day , you will see .
See how thick is the bond ,
Or how weak is the bond ?
Much Loves .
♥
8:02 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008 |
:) Currently: waiting baby to be home
I was so sick ystd night that i ate all my medications , doubly .
I have 3 types of pill and i ate.. 6? lolol .
Cause I'm so fed up that it never goes away! -.-
Before twelve i go so seh and fell asleep with my com on =.=
Idiot rights =x
Today did nothing at home as well ..
Tmlo's sch day again and it gonna end late. RAWR~ =.=
until 4.30. wtf!
我有罪
词曲：吴克群
我知道我有罪讲的罪
我太自以为
我知道我有错讲的错
贪新又厌旧
说话大声是我
就是我错却不好说
拈花惹草是我
又是我
罪让你承受
就罚我唱情歌
说话别大声
我错我承认
越唱越大声
我爱我承认
唱到我声嘶力竭
那又如何
你值得更好的男人
只出一张嘴
坏朋友太多
让你伤心是我
就是我
痞子无赖是我
又是我
让我这罪人
让到心灰意冷
痛苦你喊不出声
你背已转身
我看到你伤痕才知道我错
我有多么残忍
再也别大声
全世界失声
唱到你心回意
转听我的歌
这次我比谁都认真
10:05 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008 |
Peaceful Saturday :pWoke up around 1 and start working in the kitchen .
hees.
Baked my brownie :3
& Then i fixed my own lunch ..
Cut th ingredients for Spaghetti and cooked it .
Delicious like fuck . =x
Guess what ? I spent 3 hours in th kitchen la. HAHA.
For there's nothing for me to do at home. Laughs~
Waiting for my mother to be back .
Hope she bring me somewhr nice.
Yawns :o
5:11 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008 |
exam-fever .
tday was eng exam . haha. easier thn i expected :)
nextnext week gotta be my death =.=
all those science poa and watever.. ah .
th whole week of next week hv extra lessons aft sch .
zz. wed got nisey's bbq . guess i'll be quite late for it..
sat til have to go bck school T_____T
stressful ><
nvm i'll cope with it lurs
tday finish paper go smk wit aisyah nd py.
thn mama go mit her fren i acc py go cwp lo .
actually going home thn dono why go till buy baking stuffs thn smoke go mac all those. lols.
toktoktok abt last time things . haa.
went hm around 3plus . woo .
nt going out again tmlo , bake my brownie ^^v
my father go oversea = i grounded -.-
stupid la nd i dint bring any bks back to revise also zz?
think gotta flood myself with math .
going bonkers. D=
p/s: if wnt me to link you pls tag my tagboard dont pm me in msn ya. thanks alot . :)
I NEED MONEYYYY .time faster past, 15bdae faster cm .__.
done some analysia haha.
shall buy e otah and pork elsewhere.
i fking dint noe otah so exp. WTF.
can don buy ? cos i dun liek to eat la. LOLS. hmms =x
i kept wrying for tis kind of things la stil got so long =.=
hvnt even get chalet unit hw to order food?
pengs =.= why my hp havent cm back yet? ='(
th only sentence bridgettewong's make sense : don't act like so pathetic when you're sad and want th whole wide world to please you and cheer you up. god damn. everyone have his/her own probs . and i think it's btr t be independent lah . haha. eat up all ur troubles and shit it out alright. :)
ghees. goign to call baby nw :D
11:05 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 |
SLEEEEEEEEEEE-PIEEE.
ok sry for leaving my blog alone for 3 days for i had been really busy.. yea.
finally it's a nice day todae :D:D
sun i rmb having a $40o dinner , my bro's treat. kewl :)
thn mon nd tue was sch daes nd i basically forgot wat happen .
tudae went sch as usual . morning go smk wit py nd baby .
den blablablaaa. aft sch went kup cig wit py agn lols
thn i went yck collect my shirt! so happy.
aft tt meet aisyah for awhile thn i waited baby's focus to finish x)
so it was th same old pple i plae tappin w him LOLS
&thn donoe why got police cm -.-
so all go hm lo... thn my mother cm nd fetch me . hahaa
anw anyone gt lobang for BBQ ? T_T
bbqwholesale.com i estimated abt 315. wr plae 400. baby plae 600. LOLS -.-
like i need bbq suppliers desperately lur..
so contact me if u all got any k =D
ystd had a big fight wit him & is like the first time quarrel til so bad D=
idk why oso but i gotta erase all those painful memory
and i realise th more i wna change things,
th tighter i hold on t anything ,
th more th things turn out totally diff .
so i gotta let go of my tight clutch and let everythg go on smoothly
lik tis aftnoon everythg getting btr and i believe it will .
wat belongs t me wil always be , and eventually will.
wat's not are nt meant to be so hw hard i hold on to also no use
i believe that we are meant for each other :)
mayb becos i've been spoilt by everyone ard me
everyone's treating me nicely so i take everythg as granted.
my family , frens , bros, sis's and all .. thanks ~
i'll be more understanding and all really ....
today is our 172th day tgt but soon we gotta half yr le .. (;
and i love you so mr ng!
8:31 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008 |
Updated .it's 11.30pm nw & im back homeeeee.
just watched a random movie casting on edisonchen& nicholas tze.
wooo. hunks. idk wats e title lah just on e tv & tts it. lols.
so wasted tt edision left e showbiz.. although.. yeah u knw.
went out wit my family ard 7 . settled dwn fer dinner at KimGary .
idk why people will queue up for its food..
for it's nt really nice t me? =/ e servings was slow..
waiters are busy ..
&the ambience is fking noisy la. made me so headache. :S
bad dinner i had =/
&thn went ard and shopped for my black foldup shorts.
so happy tt i bought it! :D
&danny zhu's getting my guess belt for bday pressie.
thanks so much ! double strike off to my wishlist.
WEEEEEE! happy siol :)
goin to call baby nw.
tink he at 883 dota-ing or drinking la. cfm!
byes =D
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yeah i'm at hm on a Saturday :/
waiting for my pizza hut delivery to cm xD
thn i'll go studieeeee.
mebbie go out wit my mother to eat at night .
&i bought e shirt online! hehe.
meeting e seller on wed. love fast deals :)
i think my pizza've arrived. wowowow.
byes! :)
update at night if im going out .
2:29 PM
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回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
我像个残废
在爱里残废 ..
3:02 AM
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& it's all because of you .
2:26 AM
Friday, April 18, 2008 |
Dint go sch today as i heed to baby's advice .
What a guai gf right? LOLS. =X
Luckily i dint go sch oso. All lessons were crappy. =D
So i slpt till 1+ .... 13 hours of slp!
Satisfied ;)
& thn i shopped online .
So long dint shop liaos . Only saw one nice top . Hohoo ..
Cause i 'll feel insecure w/o seeing e clothes with my own eyes .
So.. not a big fan of online shopping :)
& what you saw are all cardigans/smockedtubes/skinnies/vintage tees/bucketbags/sprees/cheap masks & those dresses u cn see everywhr on streets right? =x
& i gotta get a polo tee frm Ralph Lauren soon .
Yesyes , real soon k . :)
one for baby oso . den it's our so-called couple-tee liao. Hhaha! =x
Can't wait la ! I wna eat fishnchips frm fish&co .. :o
Yada yadaahhhhhh .
I should stop cravings for all these .__.
craves = $$$$$$$$ .
What am i going to do now ? Bored like fuck!
Revision day tmlo . wheeeeee. :)
I must be cruel to myself okay!!!!! Jiayou!
th shirt i wna buy online :)
10:51 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008 |
Weee.Came home early tday . Slpslp&slp , been a slping beauty :x
I used like 562482345 pacs of tissues , buy until broke siaa -.-"
Visited the doc just now . Cannot slp aircon tonight .
Tmlo going sch ? :/
Ahlamaks ..
Nothing to post leh . Life is so boring!
I want money and fun and life !
._.
Kay gotta tv and surf and med and slp ..
Isnt tt wat u do everydae? LOLS.
Toodles [:
8:51 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 |
Anyone interested in buying N80?
Selling 2nd hand for $250 .
Please tag me/denise if interested :)
(been donkey years liao now den rmb post-.-)Well...
Sch life is really bored and tiring . =.="
How I wish MYE faster finish!!! Sighh
Hope tis 2-3 weeks time passes extra fast .
Tis weekend gotta ground myself at hm for revisions .
&Hope i can understand everything ..
My throat is hurting like fcuk .
Didnt eat dinner cause it'll be so pain. wtf!
Tmlo PFT , really pek cek !
STUPID THROAT . ='(
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7:14 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008 |
Ystdae was a fulfilling sunday :)I jogged, worked, read , piano-ed, slept, sushi-ed & bought e stuffs i wna buy :)
Bought my Shiseido blusher! 98 bucks.
Swear I'm gotta handle it with care & not break it agn! Gosh .
Bought my converse sch shoe too. Hehee.
Booked my chalet alr also . as cool as cucumber=x
All thanks to my lovable mother. :D
Next sundae. Saunaa!
Oh ya, I sent my U700 for repair again -.-"
So no pics in e meantime till it's back . Gotta be a boring blog siol :x
Done all my work , satisfied .
I'm like so paranoid these few days ..
Don't know what've gotten into me .
Lastly , i love my baby , like f.
8:32 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008 |
Mood - Shiok! :D
Teeheeeeee.
Finally had my choc fondue & e feeling's like omgzxzxzxzzz :x
Went out ard 2+ today , my bro drive me t cwp & met yp'lesbieee.
I was late for half and hr pluss :x So sorayee !
Went t Vivo first, as we're like damn excited for it lah, like suaku pls . Haha!
Then eat finish she did a very paiseh thing worsxxxx. LOLS.
Shouldnt blog it out , but we laughed till peng :p
Aft tt went Zara find my top. Not available anymore siol. Fcuk!
Nvm , went newurbanmale find my slipper. Don't have my size -.-"
&it's like n/a in all newurbanmale outlets in singapore -_____-"
Gave up & bought my slipper at topshop .. :)
Aft tt we went Haji lane, a damn cool place cause i've nt been b4.
She's quite tempting screaming this nice tt nice T_T
Cause i wna save money mar! Sumore leg so suan D=
But Vintage's nt my style , it's hers :p
Treat it as an experience , but some pieces are nicee! bud i'm broke.
Th $60 im left with cant bring me anywhr. -.-"
Went hm aft tt as my bro's waiting for me.
She went t find Vivien at DB & i went bk wdls.
I miss the chocolateeeeee . Screamsssssssss .
Pictures ! :) i miss my baby . like so logn no see him so long no feel him! ='[
CHOC FONDUE!- Before.
Happy!!!:):)
Pig in action !
Jealoussssss?.. :p
After =xx
Featuring cutie Fenris w the torchlight! :D:D:D
(Prevents him from biting th wound at his bck)
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LOL .
11:06 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008 |
I slept about 1am th day before .__.
Something cropped up at my parents company and fck it, i had t stay up to help my mother t check e accounts -.-" (i knw nothing & just did wat my mom assigned me:x) Some people are just borned nt to be trusted. GREED? Money make wonders, but.. earn it urself lah! Hope all the money you sucked frm us can cure ur cancer, hopefully in a few weeks time , dogs :p
Friday's th most comfy dae of e week :D
Aft sch went to had a puff wit aisyah mommy.
We sorta shared e same thinkings.. idk why .
People ard me are always wonderful ;)
Talking about some probs , left her aft 15mins or so .,
& I went home . Sometimes just wished t be alone ..
wonderful,beautiful sleep. :)
tmlo gg vivo wit yp hubby . Choc fondue! wo lai ler! LOLS.
I hvnt call her t confirm e timing.. Hmm ..
Needa start revising for freaky MYE =/
11:39 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008 |
Save money! $120 in my pocket now.
* WINKS WINKS * =D
Teeheeee. School sucked as usual .
Shan't talk abt it much. Let the time flies, I wna grow 18 and stop at thre!
Ystd went watch the movie Flood with baby .
The time just coordinate so..well. Why waste sucha chance? :p
it's quite okay but badder than i imagined =x
Tday.. Went 883 with basically 'everyone' and departed . LOL.
Smk and went hm , tiredo .
Flooding myself with homework nowadays. Cries* ,
Saturday! I want go eat choc fondue ! Can't wait. lululala.
8:12 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 |
You're sucha nuisance.
-.-"
10:54 PM
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Gahgaaaah. Sch's sucha bore >;/
Chithra(our sibeh cool dm:D) came into our class esp for spot checks for girls.
Lolll . Everyone looks like noob la , sooo.. :)
Rained like insane cats & dogs @ dismissal time , how stupid . -.-"
Drained th way t 883. Then decided t take bus b4 rching, colddd . .
Just back hm & i realise i dint bring my el stuffs back home.
That crazy tsung cfm gotta screeeeaam :O at me tmlo :3
Asked victor lee hw to do math & he asked me t wait..
Yes wait and wait and wait and waited ..
&thn nw he offline :@ Cfm dont know how to do . LOL.
Can't wait for saturday , & of course my bday :/
But before that gotta mug like a bitch for MYE . Lucks .
7:03 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008 |
Went sch & u-turn bak again . How lame =/
Headache laa. Stupid sun .
Mac and bused hm . uhohohhoh.
Yawns. Goodnights :]
9:06 AM
Sunday, April 6, 2008 |
Shiok :DJust went out for a jog with my mother.
I'm all sweaty nw , dirty but who cares? :p
Talked w her bout e chalet , she agreed to fork out part of e the money .
Yipee :) Then i won't have t save like crazy liaos .
Next sat choc fondue @ vivo haagen daz with yp'hubby ? :D
I'm not saving money , nt saving money , nt saving money .
Ahlamaaaaaaaaak .
Added wishlist at e left, so many things i want to buy -.-"
Slowly save buhs .
Heed baby's advice, one week twenty dollar. YAAAH. I can make it!
Added archieves toos. :D
Gotta go jogging often these days liaos , if not..
I will die of sleeping & eating & shopping & slackings -.-"
A simple Sunday :D
RSfams outing on 24may , pre celeb my birthday .
Whr's Ongyenping?! :@
6:33 PM
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Weets.
Went t vivo today, celeb our 5th mth anni (:
Woke up ard 12+ & went prepare, cook nd stuffs .__.
Rched cwp saw Lawlenbb ask him buy cig nd went t bus int saw baby's manager -.-" Then must u-turn take MRT =.="
When rched Vivo went t buy movie tics first, thn went t eat.
Yepsss. Thai Accent, again. Laughs =x Nice meal , always like e environment lots.
Anti-Noise ! (:
Aft tt went for movie, 江山美人(An Empress & e warriors?)
Nice movie! Rate it 4.5 stars =D But just tt it's abit too short.. & i ignored baby in the cinema cus i was too attentive =x
Finish le go smk , nice scenery ..
Aft tt went walk ard, bought a heels i wanted frm Charles&Keith long ago . Damn happy siol ^^ Cus i went t lots outlet see, all no more..
Then went CandyEmpire bought the french fries potato strips. $7.50 for one pac -.-"
Baby 'reprimanded' me for being spendrift D= Cause we're damn use t spend money , or .. splurge. Anyhow anyhow spend . ={
So I must start t save moneyyy .. Don't ask me go out ! >;/
Left thre ard 9+ & my father came t pick me ^^
Chalet on 27-29MAY . Some conflicts .. Couldnt care much.. Pics !
12:14 AM
Saturday, April 5, 2008 |
Didnt go for t mass run tday .
Sch day and all ..
Went t the axs machine bk only gt deluxe chalet. WTF.
& it cost me 420 . lols. madness?
Tmlo gotta call em and ask . =.=
Can't stand those people who soot here nd thre in blog , gosh .
Just fking stuff a shoe inside her mouth and stop evrything k =.=
NOMB . :]
Gotta sleep , tmlo vivovivo!
12:45 AM
Thursday, April 3, 2008 |
Suayyyy!Ystd night when my bro bring babyfenris(my pup) out for walk .
A siao gao dash out of e hse and attack my dog.
My poor fenris ear and leg all bleed :{
My bro , covering most of e wounds for fenris condition worst :s
Poor fenris, keep whining and whining D=
Today went smk with e grp , den aft tt bus-ed to cwp meet jojo .
On e way , witnessed a car accident outside Evergreen Sec. Suay -.-"
The poor lil boy flew and his head just bleed.. Awwh . =/
See his face like concussion , gong gong one. LOLS. =x
Stuck thre abt 20 mins or so. Didnt knoe anything until i take dwn my earpiece, heard those aunties talkign bout it . LOLS. Was wondering whie e bus stuck there =.=
Met jojo she w cherylene yimei zr & co & saw xiaokid they all . Lols ..
Aft tt went walkwalk with jo and yimei . Then she went hm .
Slack with jo talktalk saw nickneo & Ahben .
Ahben w little bit of hair damn look like ah wang. LOL. 90% alike :x
Then he act one retarded . More loook like siol. Laughs!
Went hm ard 5+ ..
Had lots of unworn clothings, but felt like all i have are old .
I wna buybuybuybuy. Splurgeee. Hais. I'm seriously broke .
Tmlo going bk chalet, & tmlo is our 5th mth .. :)
Happy 5th month annivessary baby ! =D
8:41 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 |
"Don't know what got into th brains of some people!"
Agreed with wat wr said .
过一天,算一天 . Can't do anything t help , & don't wish to . :p
Tday aft sch went amk hub with joelle dd.
Shouldn't mention much , surprise+explict content, hors dd? ^^
Some bitches should just f off and..... get a life with ur bitch frens. lol =.=
Okok . Then met baby at cwp cus i wna eat hotplate ^^
Hehe . So he fly to cwp . Goodyyy . :D
Jo cm to find us awhile said she no money . Then she go eat pizza-.-
Saw edm and py then they went 883 . *grins* ? =x
So i went hm and here I am . Boring post i knoe
Byebyes =D
8:06 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 |
='(Menses cramp! Stress .
First time I so pain sia. -.-" Stupid ! :@
Sch today.. Nothing much t sae.
Mo xie was kewl with 3/5 students.
Jitao no nid memorise, just take ans frm them.
Or read e ans under from my table?
I'm smart luhs ^^
Slept till nw den wake up . Life's so tiring!
Gotta go eat. Hungryy :x
Ok.. Like i just kena cheated by dannylim that pig .
he: ehs zhu . u can dun like me say la. can dun keep saying bad things behind my back can anot?
me: since when did i sia? -.- siao . i say ur bad tings for wat? =.=
he: u knoe urself e best .
me: who t f you heard frm ? why shud i sae ur bad things when i living my life happily siol ? crazy .
he: i heard frm my pple .
ohh. den i knw it's april fool le . LOL .
I shouted april fool before he did! :p
Was quite shocked at first. Damn -.-
Anw, Hope my JCPY is alrights.
Great minds tink alike? Lols .
Just give us a few billion & we will live happily ever aft .
Cant wait t grow up , with my bf, car , condo ..
I'm satisfied .
Do angels exist? If only it does.
Why are thre so many legends abt ghosts and so lil on angels ? =.=
Weird .
8:29 PM
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